Reblog if you’re a “Whatever the fuck I feel like posting” blog.
this gif just made my day lmao
So today while I was taking a break at my job , I was sitting with my friend when I saw her walk in . Just as I suspected , he was close behind , laughing and talking with her . It was fine . I wasn’t bothered . I had the same feeling I always gets when he comes around . Butterflies . After 2 years , still butterflies .
Well as he got his drink , I knew he saw me . I was staring right at him . Yet , nothing . Not a word was uttered in my direction . As he went into the market area , she stood across the room, directly in my line of sight . She and I made eye contact. She looked me dead in my eyes . Even stopped for a second . And looked away . Just turned her head and looked away . That was weird , she usually speaks . Anyway , he made his purchase, stood in the line for the grill , got his food and turned to leave with the girl . As he turned to leave , he turned and looked directly in my eyes . He stopped , stuttered even , with his movement , as if he was going to speak . But nothing … Again nothing .
Yet hours later , as I was walking into my job , he was walking out , alone . We walked right next to each other . He made eye contact with me , stop and raised his hands as to welcome me with open arms . But I was upset . You can’t choose when you want to acknowledge me . And I found it ironic that he would ignore me in her presence and acknowledge me in her absence . Sounds like something straight off of today … And I’ve seen the ending far too many times.
I can’t deal with this .
I miss what we had.
But I can’t let him play these games with me . I’m worth more than that …